I Think I'm Paranoid

Just because you're paranoid, doesn't mean they're NOT out to get you.

I'm Sorry

Did you never call? I waited for your call
These rivers of suggestion are driving me away.
The ocean sang, the conversation’s dimmed
Go build yourself another dream, this choice isn’t mine.

I’m sorry. I’m sorry. I’m sorry

"So. Central Rain"
-REM (J. M. Stipe)

Torn

My conversation has run dry
That's what's going on, nothing's fine.

I'm torn
I'm all out of faith, this is how I feel
I'm cold and I am shamed lying naked on the floor
Illusion never changed into something real
I'm wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn
You're a little late, I'm already torn.

So I guess the fortune teller's right
Should have seen just what was there and not some holy light
To crawl beneath my veins and now
I don't care, I have no luck, I don't miss it all that much
There's just so many things that I can't touch ...

I'm all out of faith, this is how I feel
I'm cold and I'm ashamed bound and broken on the floor
You're a little late, I'm already torn

-Natalie Imbruglia (A. Preven, S. Cutler)

Friend

"This guy's walking down the street when he falls in a hole. The walls are so steep he can't get out.

A doctor passes by and the guy shouts up, 'Hey you. Can you help me out?'

The doctor writes a prescription, throws it down in the hole and moves on.

Then a priest comes along and the guy shouts up, 'Father, I'm down in this hole can you help me out?'

The priest writes out a prayer, throws it down in the hole and moves on

Then a friend walks by, 'Hey, Joe, it's me can you help me out?'

And the friend jumps in the hole.

Our guy says, 'Are you stupid? Now we're both down here.'

The friend says, 'Yeah, but I've been down here before and I know the way out.' "

-The West Wing

Reality Check

Nope,

not yet.

Will check again soon.

Suicide Is Painless

… suicide is painless
It brings on many changes
and I can take or leave it if I please

The game of life is hard to play
I'm gonna lose it anyway
The losing card I'll someday lay
So this is all I have to say…

The only way to win is cheat
And lay it down before I'm beat
And to another give my seat
For that's the only painless feat.

-Johnny Mandel (Mike Altman)

There's Nothing Fair About Who Lives or Dies